Which Way?

"it's difficult to tell which way will work for you not unless you have the opportunity to experienced that particular journey" :-) i thank God for being so good to me.


i'm encountering the hardest part of my life,
don't know which road to take ?????
it's a question of whether i will turn left or i turn right?
it's confusing... i need someone guide.

if i will choose to have the right path to be my way
it means i will left my heart in all despair
because i'm leaving my love alone
without the sureness of when will i come back home..

across the miles i will live my life with luxury
all the things i want will be given there for me
my future will be safe there somewhere,
but the real thing is that i will be happier if i could stay.

but then if i will choose the left side to be my way
and give you all my life and love to share
will i be confident enough to say you're mine
not just for now but for a life time????

but we know it's hard to go on just for love alone
love is just one face of life, we both do know
understanding to be understood is what i need
and pray someday..... again will meet.

right now i'm waiting for a miracle to light my way
and teach me where should i stay
without a bit of doubt to feel inside
to clear my mind to it's darken side..

but if i could only have the two roads
i will grab the chance to travel both
to know which way will work for me
and live my life with peace and harmony...

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Revise of History

why does it take so long for you to realize?
that we long for each other so stop making disguise,
are you letting the chance to just go and pass your way?
and keep on pretending you don't hear what i say?

sometimes i feel crazy and consider you damn,
cause you never see us when we're having fun,
why do you need to be with someone else arms?
can't you feel my love for you keep staying so warm?

i don't know what you're thinking cause i can't read your mind,
but i'm waiting for words, questions, or demands,
say something, be honest don't you try to please me,
i'm accepting whatever your decision will be?

i know you're in the middle of uncertainty,
and your decision right now will be part of our history,
why don't you revise the whole story,
and make a new life just for you and me.

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Questions?

Do you still think of me after we been through?
do you still remember all the days i shared we you?
do you look at me in my pictures that i gave you?
or you totally forget me 'cause you have someone new?

Do you still fall asleep in the middle of the night?
do you still long for me whenever we're apart?
do you missed my presence through good times and through bad?
or you don't need me now 'cause she's been taking my part?

Whenever you close your eyes do you still see my vision?
don't you think what's happening is for real or fiction?
don't you asked questions why it had to be this way?
why the love we both feel don't last till the end?

Do you still remember the way we used to be?
and the words we both say "you're the best part of me?
all of a sudden we agreed to parted ways
but the feelings we both feel isn't just change....

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