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Trying hard akong maisalba kung ano pa ang meron tayo,
pero walang direksyon at hindi ko na alam kung saan tayo patungo,
same ka pa din at kulang ang effort na ginagawa mo,
ikaw pa din ba yung taong kakilala ko?

nandyan ka lang sa malapit, pero hindi kita maramdaman,
parang may malaking pader nasa ating dalawa'y humaharang,
pwede ka namang magsalita at willing akong makinig,
sabi ko naman di ba, pwede mag share ng nasasa-isip.

ang gustong ko lang naman maramdaman ka ulit,
gusto ko ding maintindihan at sagutin ang mga bakit?
gusto kong bumalik at magsimula tayo sa umpisa,
at matuto sa pagkakamali nating dalawa.

dati kasi ang alam ko okay namang lahat,
maraming kulang pero napupunuan naman at sumasapat,
pero biglang sumambulat ang malaking problema,
at narealized ko lahat ng mali at kulang sa ating pagsasama.

pero paano ko itong gagawin na mag-isa?
kailangan ko ng teamwork para sa pagresolba,
sa mga problemang nagpapahina sa ating relasyon,
sana magtulong tayong lumaban sa mga hamon.

Nanghihina na din ako at di ko kayang lutasin lahat,
masyado akong nasaktan sa sikretong sumiwalat,
pero gusto kong ayusin natin kung ano pa man ang natitira,
para di tayo magwakas sa pagdurusa.

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Nightmare














we live our life so cool, just happy and contented, like a fool
we jive in everything we support each other dreams,
though we don't have too much but we have enough,
as long as we're together we knew we can survive.

we manage to exist in our simple way,
we resolve our problems right away,
we argue but we settle thing right,
so i thought everything is alright.

we settle our differences through the years,
it's a roller coaster ride but we understand both sides,
we pull each other up when everything is down,
and promised to be true to each other until the day we die.

but suddenly all the simplicity becomes difficulty,
my endless happiness was replaced by sadness instantly,
the person that i knew becomes a stranger to me,
i'm hoping this nightmare will end immediately....

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Prisoner Of Love
















I'm on my window of loneliness,
alone i'm suffering with emptiness,
and everyday i feel so useless,
because i'm trap in the middle of love and bitterness.

The pain is like an illness,
it's fatal i feel depress,
miles away so it is useless
to be with you and feel your caress.

There's no glitter or jolliness,
my existence in this world is now senseless,
even music can't help me cope up with this distress,
feeling i'm stock like a duress.

I'm getting out of control with all this fondness,
and i'm losing my way to happiness,
my mind continue to be restless,
your absence in my life brought me so much mess...

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010195 / 3:20pm
Bombay India

Love Is.....






















Love is.....stronger and unpredictable,
it can occupy the whole of you that's how powerful,
it can manipulate your mind, heart and soul,
it gives you satisfaction you can't never ignore.

Love is.....not just fascination but a true fantasy,
it's not just a creation but a true ecstasy,
it's not a desire to feed all what you need,
it's the completion of you not in the manner of greed.

Love is.....the revision of life to be more exciting,
it's adding color to your world than just a simple drawing,
it sets an objective in your everyday routine,
it give you direction to reach all of your dreams.

Love..... can turn you serious and forget your crazy act,
it's willing to share and forget those selfish side,
it's the key to open our eyes in the deepest point of life,
that's what love can do and that's what love is all about.

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013095
Bombay, India

EVEN IF


even if you went away,
your memory will stay,
because you are the only one,
who makes me feel this way.

even if you forget me,
my world will turn around,
because all your thoughts will stay with me,
even after you're gone.

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START


It makes me smile whenever i think about you,
We started to be friends that's all i knew,
We been so close laughter is present everyday,
You always telling jokes so funny to my ear.

You help me with my report and you give me confidence,
You're always there for me, you give more than less,
You're always my support, you care so much for me,
I like being with you, you're so nice to me.

All our classmates believe there's something between us,
Because they noticed the sweetness between us,
I just have to laugh whenever they asked me,
Cause i know we're just close, you're a good friend to me.

I dont want to say anything and i don't want to explain,
But then i wonder why you've always been concerned,
Why are you doing so many things for me?
I can't help on wondering if you're in-love with me????

11/14/94
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Why?


Why do we said goodbye?
if theres still chance to try,
if we try...maybe our love will be the way,
for a brighter life and love to share.

Why do we have to feel the pain?
if there's a way to keep you out in vain,
if knowledge we know will be enough,
we can make our life easy without those bumpy route.

Why do we have to lose?
someone or something we needed most,
why do we have to be alone?
if there's a shoulder we can lean on.

Why do we always find it hard?
to forget memories and set aside,
why do something end up so abrupt?
and all that's left is regrets and doubts.

Why do this life so difficult?
not just to face it but to understood?
why do we have those right and wrong?
sometimes i just can't get it's so questionable.

10/29/94
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